||[Jul. 13th, 2010|12:25 am]
|||||Taylor Swift - Fearless||]|
I sit there on the bench, my back leaning against it. I swing my legs back and forth as he places a pillow on my lap. He sits beside me, then lifts his legs up and lies on his back. His head gently falls on my lap, the pillow under it. I could feel his weight, slightly heavy, against the pillow. I smile as the feeling passes through me.He really is human. He has weight. I beam as I revel in the feeling.
We both look up. Our eyes gaze for awhile, as the stars shine brightly across the night sky, glittering diamonds bursting forth like light. We keep on like that, the silence stretching out between us. The silence was welcoming, peaceful and calm.
I slowly place my right arm over his. I absently raise my left hand and softly stroke his head, my fingertips gently running across his scalp. I continue to do this, not consciously aware of what I am doing.
I suddenly hear a soft sound of pleasure, which catches my attention. I turn my head down to look at him. His eyes are closed and a contented smile spread across his lips.
I smile and shake my head. I turn my head up again to look at the sky as I rest my right arm against the back rest. I continue to stroke his head with my fingertips as I find myself wishing that this moment would last forever.
If this is heaven, then I don't want anything more.
I sigh quietly. I was feeling...different. Being here, with him, felt easy, natural, right.
It just couldn't get any better than this...
un-edited, un-beta-ed, un...anything. wrote this awhile ago. i felt inspired, and since it was my birthday, i say hey, why not?
title sucks though. i couldn't think of a better one (and i was listening to the song "Eternally" by Utada Hikaru so...) :-/
its an exercise in releasing my inner demons. so sue me.